Tag Archives: death

Roy’s Article in the Huffington Post!

Posted on February 14, 2018 by susanbriscoe

I am so thrilled with this! Roy has a beautiful article up for Valentine’s Day in Huffpost: My Girlfriend Is Dying Of Terminal Cancer, But Here’s Why I Still Feel Lucky! I know I am the lucky one to have … Continue reading →

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On Magic

Posted on February 11, 2018 by susanbriscoe

I got very sick at Christmas and never finished writing this post at the time. But since I just took my tree down last week, perhaps it’s not too late for one last word about the moment when magically, a … Continue reading →

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My Blog Title

Posted on February 11, 2018 by susanbriscoe

WordPress asked me to write about my blog title, so here that is, along with a few other title stories! What’s the Story Behind your Site Title? My decision for the site name was quite spontaneous: titles either come to … Continue reading →

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On the Moment

Posted on January 29, 2018 by susanbriscoe

Last week was a wonderful week. On Wednesday, as I cheerfully settled down to some writing, I commented to my son that few people would believe I am as happy as I am. I know on the one hand some … Continue reading →

Posted in On Dying and Living | Tagged being in the moment, Buddhism, death | 21 Comments

Roy’s Blog: Poppins

Posted on December 13, 2017 by susanbriscoe

This is Roy’s latest post, Poppins, in full. Poppins I said goodbye to Susan the other day. She was leaving for London for two weeks and I dropped her at the airport. Planning to spend some nights at her son’s apartment, … Continue reading →

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Roy’s Blog: Normal Joe

Posted on November 30, 2017 by susanbriscoe

This is a really thoughtful post about normalising death in a death-phobic culture: Normal Joe.

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A Video Conversation with the Incomparable Lesley Everest

Posted on November 29, 2017 by susanbriscoe

Lesley Everest, a cherished old friend who is a minister, transformation companion, and doula –in addition to being a miraculous cancer survivor, amazing mom, and extraordinary person– has honoured me with this interview, the first on her brand new site, … Continue reading →

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On Leaving a Loved One

Posted on November 11, 2017 by susanbriscoe

The other day while knitting, for diversion I picked one of the first movies that popped up in the first fringe netflix category I could find. It was Our Souls at Night starring the aged Robert Redford and Jane Fonda. … Continue reading →

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On Flowers

Posted on November 10, 2017 by susanbriscoe

The best part about being ill is the flowers. I received so many flowers from well-wishers after my surgery last winter and then for months afterwards, until the spring offered its own bounty outside the window. The flowers truly brightened … Continue reading →

Posted in On Dying and Living | Tagged cancer, death, flowers, gratitude, grief | 12 Comments

Ask Me Anything Repost: Oliver’s Answers

Posted on October 25, 2017 by susanbriscoe

Here are Oliver’s answers to the questions a class of college students in a course called Death and Dying had for him about his mom being near death. I was so proud of his courage, generosity, and thoughtfulness in writing … Continue reading →

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Ask Me Anything #10: Staying Positive

Posted on October 24, 2017 by susanbriscoe

This is the last question from the college class, and it’s an important one. How do you stay positive? Don’t you ever think this is unfair, or ask why me? I do believe that our attitudes are, to a considerable … Continue reading →

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Ask Me Anything #8: Afterlife

Posted on October 22, 2017 by susanbriscoe

(This “ask me anything” answer is in response to a class of young college students’ questions.) Do you believe in an afterlife? I’m not sure about an afterlife. I don’t believe in one absolutely, in that I’m not counting on … Continue reading →

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Ask Me Anything #7: Bucket List

Posted on October 21, 2017 by susanbriscoe

(This “ask me anything” answer is in response to a class of young college students’ questions.) Do you have a bucket list? No! I’ve always disliked not only the term, but the whole idea. The only things I really wanted … Continue reading →

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Ask Me Anything #6: Speaking Up

Posted on October 21, 2017 by susanbriscoe

Do you speak up for yourself more? I actually do speak up for myself a little more than I used to. Since I don’t have much time, I’m less tolerant of people wasting that time with superficial nonsense, insincerity, or … Continue reading →

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Ask Me Anything #5: Regrets

Posted on October 19, 2017 by susanbriscoe

(This “ask me anything” answer is in response to a class of young college students’ questions.) Do you have any regrets? Or, is there anything you would have done differently in your life if you’d known you’d die at this … Continue reading →

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Ask Me Anything #3: Assisted Dying

Posted on October 17, 2017 by susanbriscoe

(This “ask me anything” answer is in response to a class of young college students’ questions.) Would you consider assisted dying? Yes, I would. It is not my plan, however. I hope to die naturally, with pain control and other … Continue reading →

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Ask Me Anything #2: Preparing

Posted on October 16, 2017 by susanbriscoe

(This “ask me anything” answer is in response to a class of young college students’ questions.) How are you preparing yourself? At first I had to “put my affairs in order,” which means writing or updating a will (which should … Continue reading →

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Roy’s Blog: The eye of the storm

Posted on September 27, 2017 by susanbriscoe

Roy wrote this post that perfectly expresses the strange in-between state we are in with this cancer thing. I was going to write about this time of relative wellness, but he has done it for me with just the right … Continue reading →

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On Grief, the Shadow of Joy

Posted on September 16, 2017 by susanbriscoe

I noticed this morning that I had labeled the front of my journal Summer 2016. I don’t write very regularly, so the notebook still isn’t filled, even at the end of Summer 2017. Curious about what I was thinking last … Continue reading →

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Roy’s Blog: What to say and not to say

Posted on September 12, 2017 by susanbriscoe

My boyfriend has written a super helpful (and funny!) post about how to respond to someone sharing their bad news about a loved one’s diagnosis on his blog, And sometimes it goes the other way. This is a companion piece … Continue reading →

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Guest Post by Oliver

Posted on September 8, 2017 by susanbriscoe

My son Oliver and I recently accepted an invitation to answer some “ask me anything” questions from a class of college students in a course called Death and Dying. Here are Oliver’s answers to the questions they had for him … Continue reading →

Posted in Ask Me Anything! | Tagged advice, cancer, death, dying, family, gratitude, grief, life, loss, pain, terminal illness | 10 Comments

Book Recommendation

Posted on September 8, 2017 by susanbriscoe

The Bright Hour is a radiant book. Nina Riggs brings her fine sensibility and craft as a poet to her heart-wrenching yet funny memoir about facing death as a young wife and the mother of two little boys. Structuring her book … Continue reading →

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On Giving Gifts

Posted on August 23, 2017 by susanbriscoe

I have written here before about receiving gifts, and of the sweetness of gratitude. I do believe that gratitude is one of the cornerstones of happiness. But lately I’ve been thinking even more of giving gifts, of what I want … Continue reading →

Posted in On Dying and Living | Tagged cancer, death, dying, gifts, giving, gratitude, grief, loss, self-doubt, terminal illness, writing | 21 Comments

On Pain and Palliative Care

Posted on July 18, 2017 by susanbriscoe

This morning I was reading The Art of Death by Edwidge Danticat. In it she recounts how her own mother refused all pain medication as she was dying of ovarian cancer because she didn’t want to be “gaga” at the … Continue reading →

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On Motherhood

Posted on July 7, 2017 by susanbriscoe

I’ve been a mother half my life. Nearly a quarter century, and most of my adulthood. In all that time, I have been trying to figure out how to mother in a way that feels right. Or at least with … Continue reading →

Posted in On Dying and Living | Tagged cancer, change, choices, creativity, death, dying, family, gifts, life, loss, terminal illness, time | 14 Comments

Roy’s blog: Telling the Kids

Posted on June 30, 2017 by susanbriscoe

My boyfriend Roy Cross, who is a super filmmaker and writer, has started a companion blog to this one. He wanted to enter into conversation with some of my posts and share his experiences and perspective in this death project. … Continue reading →

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On Sadness

Posted on June 28, 2017 by susanbriscoe

My friend Miriam asked me to write about sadness, so I’ll try. I’ve mentioned being sad a couple of times, but not much, considering the circumstances. I guess it hadn’t seemed worth remarking on, since it’s so obvious and ubiquitous. … Continue reading →

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On a new normal

Posted on June 19, 2017 by susanbriscoe

This is a strange space to inhabit. I’m not feeling that sick at the moment, and in my dreams I am still healthy. So I wake most mornings feeling perfectly fine. The emotional intensity of the first weeks after my … Continue reading →

Posted in On Dying and Living | Tagged cancer, change, chemotherapy, choices, death, dying, gifts, grief, life, loss, sadness, time, transition | 4 Comments

On my disease

Posted on June 18, 2017 by susanbriscoe

I hadn’t wanted to discuss details of my disease and current health status here, since I prefer to focus as little of my attention as possible on the medical part of this ordeal. My body demands enough attention and care … Continue reading →

Posted in On Dying and Living | Tagged cancer, chemotherapy, death, diagnosis, leiomyosarcoma, loss, surgery | 9 Comments

On what to say to someone who has terminal cancer or any other terrible illness

Posted on June 2, 2017 by susanbriscoe

We are all shocked and upset when we hear the bad news of another person’s diagnosis. We want to express a whole bunch of difficult emotions, but there truly aren’t adequate words. Most of us are worried we will say … Continue reading →

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On Paths

Posted on May 26, 2017 by susanbriscoe

Something about paths is so poignant to me. Naturally occurring paths, those that happen just because others have taken that way before: they are invitations. A dirt path worn across a vacant lot or cutting a corner, through the woods … Continue reading →

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On Creativity

Posted on May 22, 2017 by susanbriscoe

I have always loved art, both looking at it and making it. Since becoming ill (actually since the US election, which might very well be what made me sick), my need for visual art has intensified. If I had more … Continue reading →

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On Control

Posted on May 15, 2017 by susanbriscoe

It seems every other obituary these days starts with “lost her battle with cancer” or some similar phrasing. So much of our culture’s response to cancer is framed in terms of battle. The message is that if you are one … Continue reading →

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